To My Husband!

My dearest husband,

As of next month we will have been together for 5 YEARS! In October we will have been married for 3 Years. It truly is amazing all the things we have been through as a young couple. Between the people who said we would never make it to the loss of four children and finally the birth of our beautiful son. But, the most trying thing that has happened in the last 5 years is, your becoming military. January will be 2 years that you have been military, and not one month of that was spent living with your son or I. I am not saying this to make you feel bad by any means. I am saying this because I want you to understand the following.

You could choose to be in the military for the rest of your life and I would stay by your side, even if that meant that our children and I only saw you once a year. I love you and I will be here 'till the day God takes me to heaven. My love I want you to know that that one day a year with you is better than none at all. You and our children are my life! I could not live without you.

I know that people have said many things to try and get us to get a divorce. I want you to know that I have been faithful to you since the first day I ever lay eyes on you 5 years ago. I also want you to know that I honestly do believe that you have been faithful to me as well. I know I can be a little crazy and paranoid sometimes, don't take it the wrong way. I promise it is not because I do not trust you. Its ever other woman out there I don't trust. I love you baby! You are my world and I need you more than ever today!

Happy 5Th anniversary!! Please be with me for many many more! I love you!


Your Adoring Wife,

Nikki "AKA" Your Ladybug!