Happy Mothers Day! What is that suppose to mean? Okay, yes I know I have a beautiful son but what about the son that is not here? Mothers day only reminds me that he is not here with me, hugging my neck saying "Happy Mothers Day Mommy." I love Micha, and I know I should just be glad to have him but, honestly I can not seem happy today without him.
I woke up this morning in a horrible mood! My friend wanted to go to the beach today to celebrate Mothers day, I was in tears thinking about stepping onto the beach!! The thought of wearing a bathing Suit or even shorts makes me cringe! But, I sucked it up and went anyway because my son deserved to do something other than sit in our house all day. And I am glad I went because....
Even tho I did not want to go, Micha had a blast!! We were not there long but, while we were he was running all over the beach and was running in the water. Until I realized there were Jelly Fish EVERYWHERE!! But, He loved it! His first trip to the beach! An amazing thing, its awesome!!
SO, anyway after that experience I am even more motivated to lose theese 75lbs. I was litteraly hating myself for being this big this morning!! I CAN DO IT!!!
Overall, A good Mothers Day! (After I made myself get out of my FUNK)
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